Thinking of Pondering

This blog post is full of random information that has no order.


Do you have time?  And I don't mean for yourself, I just mean do you have time in general?  This is a trick question because the answer is yes, of course you have time.  We ALL have time, but what do you do with that time?  Are you proud of how you manage it?  We can all judge and say that one person has better time management skills than others but when it comes down to it, are you actually proud of it?

Life seems the same to me.  Wake up, eat breakfast, go to school, go to work, come home, make dinner, do homework, and go to bed; everyday, 5 days a week.  On weekends thats a different story.  It mostly involves doing more homework and cleaning and every other week being apart of the main service worship team.  Nothing really changes.  It seems like a pretty boring schedule to me.  Nothing really ever changes.  

I know I have said this before at some point to most people I know, that I hate change.  However, I should clarify which change I hate.  I hate the change I cannot control.  Changing schools, changing jobs, changing lifestyles, changing schedules, these are all examples of the change I have power over.  Of course, all I just listed can also be cause for change without my permission.  Something could cause me to have to change schools, I could loose my job, I could move and have to adjust my lifestyle, I could end up taking on too many tasks that would cause my schedule to be out of sync, all are examples of uncontrolled change.  When I make the shots, when I say what goes, THAT is when change is accepted; other wise, I hate change.